Denial – Hey, That’s My Story – Oh, Yours Too?


We are dumbfounded -  those of us deeply concerned about geoengineering and chemtrails –  by the apparent inability of so many people to see, acknowledge, or care about blatantly obvious chemical  trails in the sky.

Guest Writer

What are chemtrails? Jet aircraft smearing the skies with toxins, and turning clean air into grey death. Doing this the world over. Are big X’s and tic-tac-toes in the sky natural cloud formations?

Perhaps this apparent inability to see or care is readily comprehendible, as its’ underlying causes are nearly universal among us humans.

Here are a few thoughts regarding various forms of denial – all of which I have mastered at various times over the years:

Keyword Shutdown

This is an automatic programmed reaction to one of several hundred “Keywords”, intentionally placed into a person’s consciousness, by human intention via endless repetition.

Shutdown words include, ”conspiracy theory” “climate manipulation”, “911 truth”, “chemtrails”, “government criminality”, ”war machine”,….. there are many more.

The Keyword causes a complete mental and emotional shutdown, which prohibits a person from receiving any further verbal input. A solid brick wall.

Instigators of this shutdown programming include the mainstream media (especially Fox News), TV violence, other TV programming distractions, “ governmental “No Child Left Behind” programs, schools in general, parents, relatives, friends and social circles, employers, politicians, and a vast array of attitude and mind control programs of a technical nature.

Often the person exhibiting this keyword shutdown behavior is completely unaware of his or her reaction.

I should know. I am an expert in Keyword Shutdown and have done it many times, in spite of the angst, mistakes, and missed opportunities that it brought.

The 1950s and early 1960s was an exciting and even exhilarating time for grade school and high school. Great careers, glittering new technology, the exploration of space, and the moon. Wow!

With all of this optimism came programming from every direction, including  rigid limits upon the range of possibilities. Being young and inexperienced in life, I mopped up this programming and its limitations big time.

We experienced an endless barrage telling us the acceptable version of reality, what is good, bad, dangerous, acceptable, mandatory, prohibited, fashionable, attractive, desirable, not cool, on and on.

So anything that didn’t fit the vision promoted by parents, relatives, the schools, newspapers, radio, peer pressure, TV, was shutdown and never penetrated my self imposed brick wall.

It took only about 10 years to slowly open my eyes and perceptions enough to wiggle out of that one. Mostly. Still do it sometimes, decades later. Will I ever learn?

Does this sound even remotely familiar?


Willful Ignorance

“Yes, I know it’s a big problem, but don’t tell me about it, I don’t want to hear it, I can’t handle any of that right now”.

Willful Ignorance, along with Keyword Shutdown, are the most difficult forms of denial to deal with. I can sort of handle these in my personal affairs, but with other people, even with those near and dear, I am at wits end. Just don’t know what to do.

Simple Denial

Dismissal of a particular subject, usually without much emotion. “Not a problem”

Fracking, environmental degradation, air pollution, Fukushima radiation, chemtrails, species extinction, NSA spying, fluoride, global warming, vaccines, peak oil, UN Agenda 21, pesticides in food, endless wars, tornados, floods, college tuition, wildfires, the homeless, that faint knocking sound coming from the car’s engine. .The list is endless.

There are so many concerns, problems, wrongs, disasters, etc., that to maintain our sanity, we must ignore almost everything, and focus only on our most imperative concerns of the moment.

“What am I supposed to do about all of this stuff anyway? I’m still alive and able to function” ….. So “what me worry?” “Not a problem”.

Consequences of simple denial – Strained relationships, the inability to listen intently, oblivious to signs of danger, the “domino effect” with one problem triggering a string of additional problems, missed opportunity, preventable accidents, personal injury. . .  the list goes on.



“Who cares about all that environmental stuff, the Denver Broncos are on the TV, 20 to 10 up, with 2 minutes left to play.”

As we know, it is a delight to fluff up some pillows, pop up some popcorn, and curl up on the sofa to watch some TV sitcom. Have you seen “Are You Being Served”, “Jeeves and Wooster”, or the short lived “Faulty Towers” series? Total delight!

But Diversion becomes escape with the help of excessive alcohol, recreational drugs, and to a lesser extent, smoke.

Difficulties ensue when we use diversion to avoid that which must be discerned and acted upon…

Self Deception

This is my favorite above all – We talk ourselves into a course of action on the premise that it will be just fine, but without careful consideration of the pros and cons, our abilities, and our real desire for that course of action.

Another aspect of self deception is NOT being alert to events, with the consequent failure to take necessary action, under the false premise that everything is working out just fine.

“No, I don’t need to concern myself about those “contrails” in the sky. The people flying the chemtrail jets breathe the same air as we do, and besides, the government wouldn’t allow us to be harmed.”



This is a biggie! We go through our daily routines, jumping form one little isolated compartment to another. No connection between the compartments.

The compartments include career/job, home life, recreation, vacations, interests, idle time, education especially university, religion, and politics., to name a few.

Do we flow back and forth seamlessly between these activities or “compartments”, interchanging what we learn from one to all others – thus transforming a compartmentalized existence to an integrated whole, without compartments?

Most potentially damaging is the career/job compartment.  How many millions of people around the globe have jobs that are clearly detrimental to other people and/or our planetary life support systems? Compartmentalization insures that they have no concern or even awareness of the consequences of their assigned tasks.

Compartmentalization is not denial as such, it is more like a disconnect. It makes denial unnecessary.

Compartmentalization can be our friend, to help us clarify issues.

With the global warming controversy, Al Gore and his higher up Cabal minions are using global warming in the political realm to push their UN Agenda 21 objectives of total control, one world bank, one world police force, enslavement of the human race, and ultimately mass genocide.

So we place the above in a compartment and call what you want. Thus we turn down the “volume control” on the many shrill distractions and distortions clouding the issue of global warming.

In doing so, we can examine what is actually happening on the ground around the globe, the hard data, even our own personal observations,  without the lies, deceptions, disinformation, and manipulation of the political arena.

Memory Loss

In the short term of days or over longer periods. Oh, how easily we forget!

We forget the hard lessons “learned”, from life experience and also from Keyword Shutdown, Willful Ignorance, and the other forms of denial, disconnect, and stress.

And with the mainstream news….. Only when we see a series of video clips of the political figures and “talking head experts” – repeatedly contradicting their own statements and their versions of events – do we realize how little we remember from day-to-day.

Economic Stress

The grand doozy of them all – it trumps everything. With economic stress comes anxiety, fear, worry, and in the extreme, a feeling of desperation and helplessness. Pretty much boils down to money, or lack thereof.

When scrambling just to survive economically, everything beyond the scope of money becomes irrelevant.  Many an activist in the alternative arena has been neutralized, along with his or her program by a lack of money.

We see that economic stress is not really a form of denial, but neutralizes action, and limiting awareness of the bigger picture. Only when our basic needs are met, can we reach out beyond ourselves, taking action in the community and beyond.


Total Overload

Way too much to deal with on a daily basis. Especially true for working parents.

Too many things to do, not enough money, time flies past in a flash, missed priorities, too much commuting and repetitive driving around, job concerns, unmet needs of those close to you, can’t take a break, no time for relaxation or a walk in nature, urban noise and chaos, intermittent social life, obligations, intrusions and interruptions of all sorts, overwhelming preoccupation with the zillion details of daily life.

Too much input, cannot compute, too preoccupied to look up at the sky, even for a moment.


Everything listed above affects us all. Come on, fess up. We have all used these forms of denial at one time or another in our lives (well, most of us mortals anyway).

I can give you a recent example from my own experience – a convoluted mixture of the major points above.

In 2003, myself and a friend looked up in the sky and yelled, screamed, and cursed those jets overhead, watching them spray a clear blue sky with gray chemical goop. Day after day – jumping up and down, hollering, complaining, pointing. . . outraged!

Then things changed.  Two young children showed up at my doorstep and stayed for several years. Busy, very busy, being a “parent”, school, food preparation, transportation… all that stuff, and much more. You know.

And then for the next ten years, yes, ten years, I never saw a chemtrail . . .  or never looked for one?  I don’t remember. Chemtrails were completely gone from my awareness. Gone, Gone, Gone.

I spend most of every day outside, enjoy gardening, go into the wilderness for weeks at a time, get up before sunrise, and watch the sunset. There must have been gobs of chemtrails in front of my nose, but why did I not see them? Or even look? Whaaat?  Gads!

Was it government mind control, Wi-Fi, HAARP, Big Brother, mental degeneration, not eating enough carrots?  Did I suddenly move to the planet Pluto and slowly return via the Big Dipper?

In early 2013, a friend sent me an e-mail link. It was this Dane Wigington guy giving a presentation at some convention somewhere.

No ordinary presentation, right to the point, clear, concise, compelling – the six decades long history of geoengineering  (including chemtrails) and its catastrophic consequences for planet Earth.

And then came the ghastly realization! Where have I been for the past ten years? Chemtrails!  There they are – So obvious! How could I possibly have missed seeing them?

So What?

So what can we learn from this little exercise?

Keyword Shutdown, Willful Ignorance, Simple Denial, Diversion, Self Deception, Compartmentalization, Memory Loss, Economic Stress, Total Overload – We all experience these things at various times in our lives. They are Universal.

Is denial in its’ many forms necessary to keep us from going totally bonkers in a crazy, super busy, criminal infested world?

For those of us deeply concerned about the massive ongoing global geoengineering programs – how might this affect our strategy to awaken others to this criminality?

Perhaps it is time for us to quit being dumbfounded by the apparent inability of many people to see, acknowledge, or care about blatantly obvious chemtrails.

Denial has been our “friend” and “foe” for a lifetime, and identifying its various forms, and confessing our complicity in the matter, may lead more effective approaches to stopping the geoengineering insanity.

Exactly how might our strategy change? I don’t know. You figure it out. It’s a do-it-yourself life.





12 Responses to Denial – Hey, That’s My Story – Oh, Yours Too?

  1. molly p. says:

    My family just says there’s nothing we can do about any of this and they change the subject.
    My next-door neighbor said “That’s a conspiracy theory Molly, my kids believe in conspiracy theories too!”
    My other neighbor (a former police chief and detective) claims “It’s international traffic!” (some detective)
    I’m moving on to holding up a sign at intersections during rush hour armed with the business cards to pass out.

    • YN says:

      That’s about all you can do Molly, shake the dust off your feet and move on. Good call. There are none so blind as those that will not see. And there are people who would want to see if only someone gave them the information.

  2. I have two mass exposure techniques to share with you. One is a small scale technique, and the other is very large.

    1. This technique is very easy to do, and at a minimum will cost you 1 sheet of printer paper and very little printer ink. It involves the printing of anti-geoengineering images and text on the front and back of a $1 bill. You can print 3 bill faces at a time, passing through the printer twice to get the front/back of each bill. Click this link to preview a slideshow and download high resolution images to print your own.

    2. This technique only requires a few minutes of your time and a donation of whatever amount you are comfortable with. Arkansans Against Stratospheric Aerosol Geo Engineering facebook page is teaming up with Russ Tanner, founder of Global Skywatch, to raise funds for Chemtrails/GeoEngineering billboards! Over the past few days our snowball has begun rolling down the mountain and picked up some momentum. We just recieved $100 in donations from 4 people yesterday alone, it was a great feeling to know we already have supporters! If you would like to help us keep this project moving forward with a donation, or would like more information before making a decision, please visit these links for more info. If you stop by the facebook pages be sure to click the “like” button and share the pages with your family and friends! If you think this project is a worthwhile investment please let Russ Tanner know that you support the idea! We are currently seeking individuals who would like to assist us in creating a dedicated team for this project. Radio show hosts, facebook page owners, website owners, youtubers, this means you!

  3. Drew Bright says:

    The key for activists is to continue making forward progress, no matter how small, each day. Patient persistence in spite of denials overcomes resistance. The disassociative state of despairing helplessness is being spread thru EMF/alumina intake/Fentanyl (who knows what else..def. Barium etc.)They nurture cognitive dissonance in a thousand small-cut assaults on our senses. Staying focused, on task, on purpose, for the eventual victory of Truth over lies is the only way to win this struggle for life & death.

  4. Charlie says:

    Hi everyone I am pretty new to all this only stumbled my way into this with a bet with hubby about the funny clouds….. Now here I am a couple months later…… I suppose I’m just trying to say have some hope we are all waking up I think it is just taking time as frustrating as it is …. But I recently read about the 100th monkey theory and I am just hoping that it fits this situation we are in.

    I would also like to personally thank you all for trying to shake us all awake your love for humanity is inspirational. Thank you my friends

  5. Angie Home says:

    This really hits the nail as far as I am concerned. Try as I might I can’t seem to break through, even to the point of trying to get some reaction from my partner in life. He agrees but says, “We can’t do anything about it” so he shuts down. Its so annoying but I have agree that people around us who “don’t see” are just trying to get ahead make some sort of living and get by. But as I keep telling them whenever I get the chance maybe there will come a day when there will be no ‘getting by’ left!

    Is there anything that someone can suggest that I could do short of standing in the middle of the road and pointing to the sky and shouting chemtrails that is going to wake more than half of the world up?

    I have repeated the words “would you like a flyer” so many times and some them do and some don’t. I even write on the “please don’t throw me away, pass me on” in the hope that it will awaken someone somewhere.

    We have a local paper called “The West Briton” in the UK and every now and again someone writes a letter in about chemtrails and its received with the usual replies of derision. I sometimes think that I hope these people do see some catastrophic event in the future though not just to say “I told you so” but just to shake them up.

  6. Andy Kruusi says:

    Great article with just the right amount of humor and factual terms to describe the state at which the masses are in today. It’s hard to convince people that fluoride, GMO’s and flu shots/vaccinations are bad for you let alone convincing them we’re being poisoned from above. It does seem that it’s information overload for most and far easier to just switch on the idiot box and not worry about what’s really important. Though I am finding that there are quite a few people who have wondered about those strange jet trails in the sky and just giving them a flyer, card or DVD just opens up a whole new genre of information to them. I can only hope they join us and start spreading the awareness as well. I will never give up, though some days I do question myself; then I look up…

  7. Karen F. says:

    quote from the above article:

    “Keyword Shutdown, Willful Ignorance, Simple Denial, Diversion, Self Deception, Compartmentalization, Memory Loss, Economic Stress, Total Overload”

    I would like to add one that I personally experienced in 1995.

    I will call it the “Selfish Pigs Intentional Denial” or I am having too much fun to change…..Could fit under Willful ignorance, but that may be too nice for some, don’t you think?

    Quote from John Koustmer in 1995:

    “Don’t tell your kids how bad it is because “they” are going to have to fix it”

    Spoken by my brain dead brother-in-law when discussing general environmental problems of the time.

    That really pissed me off, but I kept my cool because I was a guest in their home while I was giving a kidney to my sister and did not want to rock the boat. They always made me feel like a “weirdo” just because I loved nature and was concerned about the health of her all the way back to the mid 1960′s.

    When I experienced a tornado in the Pacific Northwest in 1986 they didn’t believe me and laughed. I told them that our weather was changing and they just assumed I was lying so I didn’t have to attend my parent’s 50th wedding anniversary. The truth was I would have loved to attend but we were without power and water for two weeks and everything was on emergency mode.

    These days we are seeing tornados in areas where tornados usually didn’t happen, but no one remembers I had said something about it changing back then.

    So I wanted to share my 2 cents about people that are selfish pigs and absolutely don’t want to change their way of thinking about the nice little comfortable “reality” they have imagined.

    The “our kids will take care of it” attitude sucks. It is extremely irresponsible and selfish. Perhaps some deniers are just selfish pigs who just don’t care because they think they will die before the shit hits the fan?

    And what did his kids become…economists and lawyers with a hatred for all things natural.

    How many of these types do you know? I can’t help to wishing that they are still around when it all really comes apart. It looks bad enough to us awake people right now. What is it going to take for the “selfish pigs” to wake up?

    from above article:

    “For those of us deeply concerned about the massive ongoing global geoengineering programs – how might this affect our strategy to awaken others to this criminality?”

    Maybe stop not rocking the boat ??? Or maybe a good stiff kick in the butt???

    They have been warned. There really is no excuse now.

  8. james says:

    Very good article. Reason people don’t notice more what goes on over their heads, because diversions and noise are created on ground. As Above So Below.
    Anyone with a little patience can see this after awhile, then, unfortunately, you can never un-see it. So beware.

  9. francis m Reps says:

    ” A man convinced against his will; is of the same opinion still “. Words that seem to apply to many things we observe. ” People are on information OVERLOAD and like heavy smokers; cant see the danger till they are on the oxygen generator.

  10. Cathrine says:

    I started following Geoengineeringwatch when it had below 3 mill. hits. Now they have reached almost 10 mill. hits. Surely Dane, Yvonne and all that are on board are making progress world wide through their tireless efforts of unveiling the Truth behind geoengineering. The Truth about Stupid Scientists with evil intent the way Vandana Shiva describes it.

    • YN says:

      The word is definitely getting out there Cathrine. Thanks for being there with us all this time! We’ll keep manning the post.

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